Brianna went to bed Aug. 22 with a knot in her stomach.
That night, a Texas school board near her home passed a 鈥淒on鈥檛 Say Trans鈥� policy barring employees from discussing what the district defined as 鈥済ender fluidity.鈥�
The school board鈥檚 new policy was the latest entry in a growing, right-wing political playbook that targets transgender youth and the adults who support them.
Months before the school board鈥檚 decision, Texas Gov. Greg Abbott, a Republican, ordered the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services to conduct child abuse investigations into parents whose children received gender-affirming care such as puberty blockers and hormone therapy. Abbott鈥檚 decision was in line with the heavily conservative state legislature, which had introduced more anti-transgender bills than any other state.
In 2020, Brianna鈥檚 son, Rylee, came out as a transgender boy. He was 12 years old at the time.
Brianna and her family moved to Texas 鈥� which has one of the largest transgender communities in the country 鈥� in 2015 to be closer to their extended family. Brianna knew the small town they called home was far from progressive, but she expected to largely be left alone as she and her family kept their heads down and raised LGBTQ+ children.
But the state鈥檚 policies seemed to get crueler over time. Brianna knew her family wasn鈥檛 safe.
鈥淚 went to bed knowing what was happening and woke up the next day thinking, 鈥榳e have to leave,鈥欌€� Brianna recalled. 鈥�'We have to get out of Texas. This is not going to get better; it is just going to get worse.'鈥�
She spent the following day researching states that were more welcoming to transgender people. The Pacific Northwest was too rainy, California was too expensive, Minnesota was too cold. She booked a 24-hour trip to Colorado 鈥� which received high marks from places like the Movement Advancement Project 鈥� to vet the state, making sure to ask folks she encountered about its safety for LGBTQ+ kids.
As she drove around Denver and saw rainbow flags plastered in business windows and hanging outside homes, Brianna knew where to move.
鈥淚t was so overwhelmingly positive and welcoming,鈥� she said of Colorado. 鈥淚n Texas, you couldn鈥檛 even talk about this stuff.鈥�
The family voted in the Nov. 8 Texas election, feeling they owed their votes to friends in similar situations who couldn鈥檛 leave the state. Three days later, they packed their bags and started their journey to Aurora.
Tired of living in fear
Lucas and Sara had deep roots in Texas. Lucas worked at a nonprofit supporting kids in the foster care system; Sara taught music at a private school. The two had family and deep friendships in the state.
But fear overwhelmed them in February 2022 after Abbott declared gender-affirming care for children a form of child abuse. The couple鈥檚 son, Alec, came out as transgender years earlier and began transitioning soon after.
Bullying and harassment were common for Alec in his small Texas town, but when laws began to threaten his safety, his parents knew something needed to change.
鈥淭here was a moment where I just imagined Alec being taken from our family,鈥� Sara said. 鈥淛ust having to process that was extremely scary and upsetting.鈥�
Lucas and Sara became more outspoken in their LGBTQ+ allyship by helping plan Pride festivals and volunteering with Equality Texas.
Alec did his best to fit in at school. He wore baggy, unassuming clothes and tried to keep his head down.
鈥淭here were so many times where I was like 鈥榠f I just de-transitioned and lived, I could live easier here,鈥� but the dysphoria makes things so hard,鈥� said Alec, who is now 15 years old. 鈥淚t wouldn鈥檛 have been a happy life for me.鈥�
Other parents began complaining that Sara was using her position as a teacher to 鈥減ush an agenda.鈥� Sara maintains she never discussed politics in class.
鈥淚t was very clear that we were being targeted because this was a relatively small town and we had been outspoken,鈥� Lucas said. 鈥淚 knew this was really scary and we worried about what could happen to our family.鈥�
Brianna and Rylee also remember living in fear.
鈥淗ow exhausting it was, not knowing day-to-day what laws were going to be passed that would hurt my child and not understanding why it鈥檚 something that people care about,鈥� Brianna said. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 understand the vitriol towards these kids who just want to exist and the parents who just want their kids to survive.鈥�
Brianna tried to educate those around her and give them the benefit of the doubt. But many people didn鈥檛 seem interested in learning.
鈥淚t鈥檚 extremely frustrating and there's no amount of education I could do,鈥� Brianna said. 鈥淵ou think you can educate people away from bad beliefs, but they鈥檙e not interested in the truth. They鈥檙e interested in their narrative and that鈥檚 it.鈥�
Lucas and Sara remember having conversations with Alec where they reminded him not to stand out too much, which was a painful message to send for two parents who wanted nothing more than to affirm their child.
鈥淲e did a lot of apologizing to the kids and saying, 鈥業鈥檓 sorry you can鈥檛 wear what you鈥檇 like to wear because we need to be careful right now,鈥�" Sara recalled. 鈥淚 remember saying that a lot. 鈥榃e need to be careful right now.鈥欌€�
The family also helped plan a kid-friendly Pride celebration in their town, hoping to show marginalized children that adults were on their side. However, several other adults, including an anti-LGBTQ+ Instagram 鈥渋nfluencer,鈥� showed up and chanted 鈥済roomer鈥� at those participating in the festival.
鈥淚t was really weird because I grew up there and that place just turned on me,鈥� Alec said.
The family had lived in their town for 14 years and felt it was important to stay and fight for other LGBTQ+ people. But as anti-transgender bills stacked up and hateful rhetoric grew louder, Lucas and Sara saw that their family鈥檚 safety was in jeopardy.
鈥淚t was a constant state of anxiety and fear,鈥� Lucas said. 鈥淎ll it would take was one person in our town who didn鈥檛 like us and report us and we would鈥檝e had a CPS case that we would be dealing with.鈥�
In 2023, the family said goodbye to their longtime church, colleagues and friends and moved to Denver, where they felt safer in their new home.
Relaxing again
The contrast between living in fear and living in a state with codified LGBTQ+ rights has been immense, the families told Rocky Mountain PBS.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檝e met some really sweet people here,鈥� Alec said. 鈥淚t definitely feels like a whole reset.鈥�
Though they know things are safer in Colorado, Alec, Sara and Lucas said it has been a struggle to shake the feeling of fear, as they lived in fight-or-flight mode for so long.
鈥淲e鈥檝e only been in Colorado for a few months and I feel like I鈥檓 still letting go of some of those anxieties and fear and worries,鈥� Lucas said.鈥�
Some of the anxiety and fear dissipated after the family connected with other LGBTQ+ Coloradans.
During their first week in town, they attended a drag brunch in which the performer affirmed the transgender kids in attendance.
鈥淚t was really emotional for me, because we had left a bad situation so recently,鈥� Alec said. 鈥淚t was really heartwarming to hear that.鈥�
An abnormal childhood
As Alec navigates his transition, he said many of his peers treat him 鈥渓ike Google.鈥� They ask him invasive questions, he said, which can sometimes make him feel like a political prop.
鈥淚 become their search engine and it鈥檚 so strange,鈥� he added.
When he is not advocating for his rights, Alec enjoys watercolor painting. His family has a collection of chickens he painted on their walls.
Sara tries to encourage Alec to simply be a kid.
鈥淗aving to speak to other adults about what it鈥檚 like to be trans, that鈥檚 a lot of responsibility,鈥� Sara said. 鈥淚 know it鈥檚 important but it鈥檚 very heavy and it鈥檚 not a normal childhood.鈥�
Lights at the end of the tunnel
As state legislatures introduced a record number of anti-transgender laws targeting children, many adults have stepped up to try and ease burdens on young adults.
鈥淲e try to just make sure we鈥檙e doing the things that help them in life and society,鈥� said Sandra Zapata, director of youth services at the Center on Colfax, an LGBTQ+ community center in Denver. 鈥淎 lot of it is just making sure they know they have a space to come, and once they find us, it鈥檚 a good place to make connections so folks will create those personal relationships with each other.鈥�
Zapata leads the Rainbow Alley, a youth program at the Center on Colfax. Both Rylee and Alec attend Rainbow Alley and said they鈥檝e made many friends and connections there.
鈥淚t鈥檚 about giving them that space where there鈥檚 no rules, there鈥檚 no expectations of how you鈥檙e supposed to dress and what colors you鈥檙e supposed to like, and what kind of careers you鈥檙e supposed to have,鈥� Zapata said. 鈥淪o, then you鈥檙e left with this blank canvas.鈥�

Zapata said many of the children they meet come from states with anti-LGBTQ+ laws. Though moving can bring newfound safety, the process is often isolating, Zapata said.鈥�
鈥淭here鈥檚 a lot of sadness, maybe you lived in one place your whole life and now you're having to move, not because you want to but because ultimately you know it鈥檚 going to be safer,鈥� Zapata said. 鈥淚t's still hard to leave your friends and family and whoever you鈥檙e leaving behind.鈥�
Zapata said housing is often the biggest barrier for those looking to move to safer states. Colorado鈥檚 housing prices skyrocketed in recent years, making a move to the state out of reach for many families.
Though many people see Colorado as a sanctuary for LGBTQ+ people, especially compared to its neighboring states, the state is far from perfect. The United States Supreme Court, to use a recent example, recently sided with a Denver website designer who argued that designing websites for same-sex couples violated her First Amendment rights. Moreover, several school districts have attempted to pass their own 鈥渄on鈥檛 say gay,鈥� bills as well.
Nevertheless, more families with LGBTQ+ children are deciding to move to places like Colorado.
鈥淭here鈥檚 a migration happening,鈥� said Bob McCranie, owner of Texas Pride Realty Group, a realty group in Texas that focuses on selling homes to LGBTQ+ Texans. 鈥淭his is a national state of emergency for LGBTQ people.鈥�
McCranie also connects LGBTQ+ Texans looking to leave the state with affirming realtors in other states, something he said is necessary as dozens of states cut rights for queer people.
Eventually, McCranie said, LGBTQ+ people across the country could lose rights regardless of the state they live in. McCranie said he asks clients if they鈥檝e considered moving abroad, should conservative politicians and Supreme Court justices continue to roll back long-held rights.
鈥淚f some of these cases get overturned and the court says you can鈥檛 have gay marriage in any state, the blue states won鈥檛 be safe either,鈥� McCranie said. 鈥淒o you have a plan for when and if that happens?鈥�